Me:Sometimes I want to die.
Therapist:Are you feeling suicidal?
Me:Not actively, but if something bad were to happen to me, I wouldn't necessarily be upset about it either.
Therapist:Please explain.
Me:I don't think I have the courage to actually go through with committing suicide, but if I were to be walking across the road and a car was coming straight for me, I'm not sure I would get out of the way.